Life can add your maturity!

Hello guys! i never like to write and read , but for once again , i must MAKE A BLOG BECAUSE ASSIGNMENTS ! maybe , i just want to tell a little bit of my life . Hem , now i'm feeling more mature than before , why i feel like that ? because of all of has happened in my life . All of people see me , maybe i'm stronger girl to achieve every problem i get , but ? that's not .   I just an ordinary girl who can sad , cry too . In high school , i never think about life , i just want to get something that can make me happy , just it . But , after that is happen , it makes a big change for me and my life . I lost my beloved DAD! i never make him happy , i often shout to him , sometimes impolite too w/ him , but when i never see him again , i really regret . I never make him proud . I really miss him ,and need him .   In every pray , i always pray for him to get the best place and peace . You're a nice dad , he never angry w/ me , he never tell when he feels sick , he never want his fams worry about him . I Love You Dad . Now , i live just for you , to make you proud , you' give a big motivation for me . I just want make you happy in heaven . Me Love You <3